COMMENDABLE SANITY


COMMENDABLE SANITY
Sometimes I wish I could be and I should be a robot. No brain, no feelings, no emotions, just an order to follow and a work to do. Being human gives us a different window to look through but as the expectation accelerates and escalates, closing the window becomes difficult.

Doing something is a different aspect and expecting the expected result is another. Somebody said that expecting the world to treat you nice, just because you are nice to the world has similar consequences as expecting a lion not to eat you, just because you are a vegan. How true and precise.

Smarter people have problem, why are others so stupid; mediocre have problem, why these people think they are so genius; parents have problem, why their children don’t obey them; children have problem, why parents are unable to understand them. I don’t get even a single exception where a human being is fully satisfied by the presence of his counterpart. I am unable to understand why is there so much of panic among humans and why are they running away from the defined path of sanity.

“I don’t know what exactly I want, but I want it”. This is the real problem. I want to be this, I want to be that, but unfortunately I will not do anything sane to accomplish my so called inner desire and aim. All I will do is compare and contrast and wait for destiny to play its hand and say “karma”.

Worst part of this epic show is the relative propaganda. I will do whatever I want but you can’t do the same to me as you are not me and I am the most superior and evolved species ever created by God and of course very special to Him. So, all I will do is, bad to others and expect a good out of it, as if there are sensors, converters and filters attached  to the mechanism just defined as “perpetual motion karma”.

Every single phenomenon happening around this globe is subjected to a single phrase- “it’s not you, it’s me”. Whatever I want, I will get it, if it doesn't involve my harm. I don’t care if it harms other or what-so-ever.

Self-centred rotation of a human body against the insane axis of thoughts and desire is the ultimate result of the perpetual motion of the tilted soul against the basic human characteristics.

Love, care, understanding, trust- what are they? Examples for abstract noun to be taught in schools as a basic lesson of grammar, not humanity or sanity. The genuineness and the novelty of a portrait are lost in the perfidious and dubious mystery of the unconcerned authority of the color framed by the painter himself.

Symbiotic relationship can be easily understood but what if there is a predilection of mine for me over others just because I think I am the only apt choice for the happiness and my life ought to be perfect just because I am me. Every single flickering flame of candle points out the fact that a day will come when it will mitigate and all that will be there will be the projection of your meaningless and biased life, just because in the race of life, you ran alone and won alone while you lost alone.

Weakness is elucidated by the fact that you lack courage to stand against the wrong against you and others, not by the fact that you care for others’ emotions and feelings and you respect every human being and the relationship you hold with them.

Money is not the real happiness and nor is being self, the real felicity lies within the mere presence of peace within you, just by the fact that you are sane, your- commendable sanity.

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